More Poems

Anger boils over his eyes,
Baring nothing but bloodshot corneas,
Leaving a trail of hatred in the hearts of others.

Love seeps from her lips,
Covered in various colors and taste of Christian Dior glossy,
Marking it's territory upon his coarse skin,on the nuckle of his hard working hands.

Lust spued from her auroa,
Drapped in a silk Robe,which sheild her natral glow,
Imprinting forver in his memory,bearing internal meaning.

Beauty curse his vision of love,
Sheilding his naive eyes with woo viels,
Discarding his true psyche,straying him away from the missing piece.

Sadness filled his chest,creating weight on his heart,
Stuffing his mouth with invisible cotton,
Making him speechless and cellaphane to his wife and her new love.

Safety flees her mind,while her thoughts tear down the walls,
Exposing the heart wrenching truths ,that she hid from herself subconciously.
Trapping her in the mind of a maniac.

Setting

I remember when I was younger, maybe,kindergarten or first grade , I got my first night light .It was aqua blue with different types of fish drawn on the notation screen . The first time I used it , I invited my friend Sarah over to test it out. The night lamp project large large fish and wave shapes throughout my room. They swam on every surface in my room. Eventually, the light shorted out,I grew out of my fear for darkness and I moved on. I really appreciated how my mother was and is my advocate. My mother and father supported my fears and had always come to my rescue when "ghouls attacked."I'm honored and blessed with amazing parents; I'll never forget,that aqua blue night lamp that projected fish and waves on every surface in my room.

Quick Poem

Head to the constellations ,
Lost in my own concentration,
What do I want?
What do I need?
Forget what I need..I'm consumed in greed.
Step over the dudes who adore me,
Stability bores me,
He ignored me,
I wonder why,
Hmmm condescending,
Uhh contradicting,
Restricting,
Enticing,
Surprising,
Me and Him..vibbing?
Mmm I'm winning,
Sexy lips grinning,
Facades fading,
Do you know me,the real me.

Personal Stuffs

My eyes slowly opened to the distinct sound of glass crashing.My brother was woken up from the same sound.We both approached the living room,where you could hear a faint cry and pant.There was my mother,with blood seeping from her small flesh wounds.She held a knife in one hand,she had obviously grabbed from the kitchen and made a signal for me and my brother to yield in the hallway with the other.She yelled out to my brother saying something I couldnt make out.I was completely stuck.My brother pulled me back and called my aunt.She arrived promptly,just as the police did.We packed our bags and headed off,never to see my mother again for a long period of time.Later raised in a single parent home,watching my mother struggle with two children,and an previously abusive husband, I learned the true meaning of self worth.Due to the previous attack and the divorce between my mother and father,I was forced to relocate.I began attending Frank D. Parent Elementary School weeks later,while my brother remained at his previous middle school.The first day I arrived alone.My mother,being a single parent ,worked constantly throughtout the day.Here I was,a linky 7 year old,alone on the first day of school.Children chuckled and talked with their parents,while I sat alone in the back.From this moment on,I knew I wouldnt fit in.I went from outspoken,charismatic and friendly to timid,depressed and discouraged.My grades sunk to an all time low,and I struggled with committing to my academics.Every subject grade I once excelled in got worse,just as my self confidence did. It wasnt until seventh grade that i realized that education was the essential key to my success in life. it all dawned on me after meeting a teacher named Mr. Mackey.  Due to the poor decision of being disruptive in class i was given detention and was forced to stay after.During my confinment he gave me constructive criticism which allowed to confide in him. it was the first time in many years that I actually felt that someone cared.  Mr. Mackey offered me tutoring to help me catch up in the rest of my classes and from then on my work habbits showed a dramatic improvement in all areas of learning. by the end of second semester my grade point average went from a 2.1 to a miraculous 3.4. After achieving such level of improvement I was reccommended to the national honors society. Thanks to some words of encouragment and using those words to help better myself I gained self worth and the tools needed to improve my over all personal issues that I had struggled with from the past. this experience taught me that you can accomplish anything through self confidence and understanding.

Poems

Anger boils over in his eyes,
Baring nothing but bloodshot corneas,
Leaving a trail of hatred in the hearts of others.

Love seeps from her lips,
Covered in various shades and taste of Christian Dior gloss,
Marking its territory upon his coarse skin,on the knuckle of his hard working hands.

Lust spewed from her Aura,
Draped in a silk robe,which shield her natural glow,
Imprinting forever in his memory,bearing internal meaning.

Beauty cursed his vision of love,
Shielding his naive eye with wool veils,
Discarding his true psyche,straying him away from the missing piece.

Sadness filled his chest,creating weight upon his heart,
Stuffing his mouth with invisible cotton,
Making him speechless, and cellophane to his wife and her new lover.

Safety flees her mind,while her thoughts tear down the walls,
Exposing the heart wrenching truths that she hid subconsciously,
Trapping her in the mind of a maniac.

Outdoor Living

  Outdoor living is for a specific kind of person.Many interesting things come to mind when thinking of outdoor living.Fresh air,majestic views and an overall natual feng shui.Though outdoor living personally sounds interesting to me,most people arent accustomed to living in such manual environments.To a person living in a modern city appartment,outdoor living can be seen as an nuisance.Outdoor living requires high patience,and natural understanding.
   Cities are the opposite of basic outdoor living. Cities are crowded and shallow persay . Smog kills the naural air along with light pollution.In my opinion cities lack creative,do to the exciting but farely convention entertainment options available.While outdoor living is seen as a bore,the opportunities are capricious and exciting. No night is predictable outdoors due to the phenomenon of nature,organisms and life itself.
  Appartments are another way of constricting the average joe.Appartments have assigned rooms compared to outdoor living which constantly changes.Not only is it mentally challenging,it provides an amazing reel of experiences.
   Outdoor living is much more healthier on our bodies also.The fresh air and greenery contribute to clean lungs.The average city appartment dweller may despise the ever changing stability of the outdoors but it is honestly much more beneficial.The natural nutrients aids our psyche,relieving stress,and creating understanding.
    Overall people residing in large cities don't exactly agree with outdoor dwelling,but could learn alot from it.The experience could change many lives,in my opinion.
   

"My Journey on a Pirate Ship"

Write a story titled,"My Journey on a Pirate Ship."You and your friends can star in the story.

Once upon a time,there were 5 mighty pirates on a shabby ship sailing across the big blue.A flag bearing OD$ waved from the highest point of the sail. The ship was old yet detailed,and very swift. The pirates were in the captain quarters , preparing for the storm vastly approaching. Tension filled the room ,when one of the pirates spoke on the unspeakable. "Last comrades,tonight withholds the breeze of death.The OD$ amour has has served us well ,but it is uncanny. Soon she will fall,and by soon,I mean tonight," whispered Bre,the head deck watch. "Never,your foolery is mistaking.Nothing fails in my grasp,"yelled Woop,the ships artillery expert. She slammed her glass down,spilling whiskey on to the map."You belligerent.You damn useless drunk.With all due respect,this isn't your ship,it is mine.Besides,you couldn't lead a horse"gloated Talor,who in which indeed run the ship. Her snooty way of control was unbearable.Her eyes scanned everyone in the room until they locked,connecting with mine.She grinned."Chavonne.Clean up this mess,"showboating to everyone in the room with one glance.I lifted my head,just as a tear rolled down my cheek,"Dammit,what don't you understand?We're sitting ducks,when the storm arrives we might as well wak the plank,"i said with desperation in my voice."What do you think this is?Entertainment?!Stop your over exaggerated plea for attention.Trust me,we'll be fine,I know what I'm doing,and I am always right,"interrupted Chas,the sassiest pirate of us all.She had been the decision maker alongside Talor for years.In anger I left,heading outside to see the progress of the storm. Through the thick mist,I discovered a ship with two figures waving arms in distress.

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To be continued,

Write a story titled....

Write a story titled,"The Bat Who Couldn't Fly."

Once upon a time,there was a boy named Domen. Domen was always alone,for he was born with a clepped pallet.Besides the fact he was different from all other teenage boys,he was bared weird facial attributes,rather than his immediate family,who in which had a reputation for being charismatic.All the other boys ridiculed him for his unique attributes.He also received constant slurs from his mother,who in which also shared one of his undesirable traits.She hated herself,and hated the fact she didn't give her husband the normal son he desired.For his mother,Rosaline, had Amblyopia (Lazy left eye).His father,Richard was constantly worrying about the family reputation.He made Rosaline cut diagonal bangs to cover her eye.Domen was forced to learn how to play the piano,paint and sing for entertainment. Richard deeply believed he could mask his child's appearance by maximizing his creativity skills.His long stringy hair covered his disfigured eye.His head hung low,along with his shoulders in public.Domen was homeschooled his whole life to avoid civilization,until senior year.He was depressed,and humble but eager to understand the world around him.Domen figured when he turned 18,he can live among everyone he once hid from,just to find himself.

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To be continued,

Would you want to ...

Would you want to visit the moon?Why or why not?

I would looove to visit the moon.I'm really interested in astrology,and science.Plus If I visited the moon I could explore new areas of science,including the discovery or planets relating to earth in some way.I would also take pictures for my own personal collection of nebula's,etc. on my trip throughout space.I would paint what I saw later.

Imagine you woke ...

Imagine you woke up and saw a dinosaur in your backyard.Write a story telling what you see and do.

"Rawrrrrrrrrr!"The sudden growl woke me up instantly.I looked around my room,trying to figure out where the sound could have possibly came from.I stared at my television."Of course,"I grunted.I left my television on boomerang.and the Flintstones came on.I bundled up&quickly dosed off,Turing off the television just before I closed my eyes.."Rawwwwwwwwwrrrrrrr!"I hopped out of bed,eyes bloodshot and all.I ran into a few walls before I made it to the bathroom.I squinted my eyes in confusion,while trying to look out the window,which peered into the backyard.My brother was running in circles with leftover pizza hut,laughing.I ran outside with my fist balled up,preparing to repeatedly hit my brother in the mouth for growling at 4 o'clock in the morning with my pizza in his hand.I stopped & paused in shock just before hitting my brother.Besides the old pizza hut aroma,& the boom box playing "This is How We Do It",there was something else much more unbelievably weird.A dinosaur was following my brother around,in a circle growling.I immediately passed out.I woke laying next to the dinosaur,who in which also passed out.I found out Stephy,(the dinosaur) was my brothers pet for a year now.It was Stephy's birthday .I thought" Well,if you cant beat them,join them."I grabbed a cheesy slice of pizza and began dancing until the sun came up.

If you could spend an afternoon ....

 If you could spend an afternoon with one member of your extended family,who would it be?Tell why you chose this person and tell what you would  do together.

If I could spend an afternoon with anyone it would be my grandma on my father side.She was diagnosed with cancer for the second time,and I've been avoiding her.Truth is,no jynx,I'm afraid of getting attached to her again and she passes away.We had a good relationship before but I just don't want to see her while she's suffering.I could use the afternoon to explain why I havent been around and we could walk on the beach,like we used to do.It would help clear my mind and also help me see exactly how shes doing.

If you were a...

If you were a doctor,what kind of doctor would you be?Tell what your job would be like.

I'm super interested in the psyche of humans,so I'd be a psychiatrist.I love helping others,so I would definantly enjoy hearing others vent,and come to me for help.I would like to have my own psych practice along with a secretary and a nice array of patients.It would be soooo coooool.

Imagine you were...

Imagine you were twenty feet tall. Describe what life would be like.

Life would be very interesting I guess.I personally don't like attention ,so I would try to create a special potion to make everyone twenty feet tall also.If that doesn't work,I would most likely live in the Forest with the animals.I would build mountain houses and I would spend most of my time swimming. Or I would paint random large murals of the city from a high view over night,just for people to wonder how they got there

Describe one thing you're really good at.

Sadly,I'm really good at being annoying . It's funny and true.I'm not sure why but I was blessed with a naturally naggy personality.I can easily annoy my brother,my mom,anyone if I put my mind to it,honestly. sigh* lol

Invent a new kind of....

  

      Invent a new kind of sandwich. Describe what ison it and how you would make it.

I would create the,Avo-ami Sour Duo.Yup,I said it. Avo-ami Sour Duo. Its a double decker pastrami sandwich with avocados,mozterella cheese melted over dill pickles with a lightly toasted Italian herb and cheese bread,including a small topping of vinegarette and mustard(optional). Sold only in Cece's Napoli.  :)
Best with a large root beer,no ice.

Think of a time when ....

Think of a time when you've won something.Tell what you won and how you won it.

One time I was at UCLA for a MESA meeting and they had a drawing for gift cards,UCLA hoodies,etc.I was really down that day,I cant really remember why.I signed up for the raffle,feeling reluctant because I usually do not win any prizes.(Trust me,Its been that way for years)I was shocked when my name was called,and I walked up to the podium in the dining hall feeling stupid.Turns out,I won a $25 Bruin gift card to the student store.I thought that was kinda cool .

Which superpower would you most .....

Which superpower would you most like to have--invisibility,super strength,or the ability to fly?Describe what kinds of things you would do with your powers.

My superpower would be the ability to fly.I like the idea of being able float with the clouds :) .I would pick up homeless people/animals,and drop them off to shelters for a quick place today.I would spend alot of my time transporting things to people in need.My main power would be to fly around people who need to get away from issues in their everyday life.

Descirbe several ways.....

Describe several ways a person your age can earn money.

There are mannyyyy ways a person my age can make a little money.There's the traditional way,getting a job at a fast food joint,clothing store,etc.We often over look the simple ways of obtaining money.You can sell scrap gold , or offer affordable tutoring services to people struggling in mathematics, etc.You can always sell old personal items,such as watches and beanies to your peers.Another popular way is eBay,and Craig's list.Just by creating an account you can sell almost anything.You can also follow a popular high school trend for making money by selling snacks to your peers.Just by selling chips and other unhealthy crap,you can raise lots of money daily.Don't waste It though :-p .

Describe your favorite...

Describe your favorite season (fall,spring,summer,or winter). Tell what kinds of things you like to do during that season.

I really enjoy rain,so my favorite season is winter I guess.I loooovvveeee rainy days,especially when I have soup,ice cream or hot chocolate.When it rains,I love to cuddle and sleep for days (literally).Gloomy days in my opinion,makes everyone slow down,and I love the way raindrops sounds at night.

If you could be on any game show.....

If you could be on any game show,what would it be?Descirbe what happens when you're on the show.

If I could be on any show ,I would choose Silent Library.Silent Library is this show on mtv,where the contestants must remain silent while participating in torcherous activities.For example,in one episode,a man had to drink a onion smoothie.After each activity,the contestants recieve money.I honestly want to star in Silent Library just for the fun of it.I would enjoy seeing my friends drink onions,etc. It would be a funny experience to look back on later in life.I also think I'm really good in competitions.

Ten Haiku Verses...

I love living life
Peacefully I'm Living on
Love is living life
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I love in and out
Four by Four is what I eat
Root Beer with no ice
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I am growing up
College is coming so soon now
I am leaving tomorrow
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Beat down Nissan car
I can not drive a stick though
I need a car soon
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Alaskan Roll,Kabuki
Mint Lemonade with Sprite
Steamed soy beans after that
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Retail is my drug
I love buying shoes that are soft
Walking on a cloud
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Drifting in my bed
Sweet dreams all day and all night
Flannel sheets on my skin
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Hot day in L.A
Scary Earthquake weather now
no jynx,worried now
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Close Friends make me smile
Laughter makes me feel supreme
Another watermelon sundae
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Wild hair dont care though
Wolf Haley in my ipod now
Eating Mac and Cheese
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What do you..

What do you like best about your home?

I love my bed,the most.I litterally sit and day dream about going home and sleeping in my bed.I have a queen size memory foam/pillow top bed with flannel sheets.I'm not sure why but I loooove sleeping in general.I can sleep for several hours without even changing position.Thats actually the first thing I do ,everyday after school.Trust me,I'm going to sleep today after school.

Imagine..

Imagine you worked at a football stadium.What would your job be?Describe what you would do while you were on the Job.

If I worked at a football stadium ,my job would be to sit in the booths and test them out. I would basically chill all day and drink peach soda .I would "test out" the booths whenever the Patriots play.I would constantly eat professional Chef prepared food,while being properly entertained :)

How old were you...

How old were you four years ago?Describe some things you can do now that you couldn't do back then.

I couldn't go out on my own ,couldn't watch rated R movies and I couldn't get my licence .My licence is my baby right about now.I'm in love with driving and leaving the house.I enjoy my independence alot :) I honestly don't know how I survived four years ago.I really couldn't do anything interesting. So wack.

Do you think...

Do you think a monkey would make a good pet?Explain why or why not.

No,monkeys scare me.They throw poop and they attack people.I really dislike monkeys. Point Blank Period.

Describe the youngest...

Describes the youngest person you know.

The youngest person I know,is my mother's bestfriend's baby boy,Bj.Bj is whinny.He always cries and grunts at people when in public.Even though he's a little brat at times,I love playing with him.He always laughs when I make little baby jokes,while playing with him.He makes me not hate kids as much.

Describe the Oldest ....

Describe the oldest person you know.

The oldest person I know is my Great Grandma ,who currently stays out in Belize.My grandma is really bold and eccentric ,even though she's about 91 years old.She doesn't require a walker,or any kind of assistance,due to her highly athletic life style .My grandma loves cooking and dancing during family functions.(She doesnt smoke).She's very wise and friendly :)

Imagine you were a wonderful..

Imagine you were a wonderful painter and your parents would let you paint anything you wanted on your bedroom walls.What would you paint?Use lots of detail to describe your work.

I would paint a trippy mystical Forrest of bright hues in my room.I would have multiple shades of greens, blues&bright yellows to create a very bright scenery .I like the natural look,so my room would mostly be light earthy tones to compliment my brown carpet.It would be super cute :)

If you could have lunch...

If you could have lunch with any famous person, who would it be?What would you talk about with this person?

I would have lunch with my future husband Pharrell Williams. We would eat at my restaurant,(Cece's Napoli).I would talk to him about his career,his unique style and how when I turn 18 years old we should date :) . If not Pharrell,I would have lunch with Kid Cudi.I would love to ask him about his career and his influences.

Do you have any....

Do you have any brothers or sisters?If you do,tell what they're like.If not,tell whether or not you would like to have a brother or sister.

Well,I actually have two brothers.My oldest brother,Tahron,is 20 years old ,and is mean at times.Tahron loves eating all my food,and stealing all my stuff.He's really nice at times but he mostly snitches on me to my mom.My brother Raymond,is  rowdy and protective.He's 18 years old and he loves being reckless. He stays in trouble,but never snitches on me.I love both of my brothers dearly.Even though they both get on my nerves.

If you could have any....

If you have any animal for a pet,what would it be? Describe the pet and how you would take care of it.


If I could have any pet,I honestly would want a cute puppy.I know it sounds lame ,but I always wanted a  little dog :) I would name it Boscoo,(with two o's).I would feed it Kibbles and Bits&I guess it would sleep in my bed with me.I want a little small,fuzzy dog(not shitzu's though).I prefer dogs less girly.

Describe your Deepest

Describe your Deepest Fear....

My deepest fears are more anxiety based.I fear failing in life,both romantically and economically.I fear being broke and struggling in life just to get by.I mostly fear not falling in love,or failing at it.Love is a very important part of our lives and I plan on having children some day.Lots of em :). Well..nevermind they're kinda boring.But I do plan on getting married.

Imagine you opened your own...

Imagine you opened your own restaurant.Tell the name of your restaurant.Explain what the restaurant looks like ,who works there, and what you serve.

My restaurant would be named "Cece's Napoli"(nap-ole).The restaurant is painted a neutral blend of olive greens and chocolate browns,along with lots of herbal plants located in the corners of the room.Me,my mother and my brother would work in this restaurant,from maybe 10am to 4pm(maybe later on the weekends).Cece's Napoli would serve a mix of Italian,Belizean,and Foreign desserts,including the Bombay Cheesecake(limited time offer).I'll serve garlic bread,and pasta or panadas and plantin(plantinos)as an appetizer.It would be soo awesome :) At around 10pm,the upstairs night club opens,Club Bawhs.The club theme changes nightly,(1920's,Raves,etc.)

I Am...

              I Am.....

       

    I am tender and affectionate,

    I wonder why people only see the positive side of me,

    I hear soft voices saying I LOVE you, using my name in vein,

    I see couples hopelessly devoted to me,

    I want fulfill everyone’s desires,

    I am tender and affectionate.

    I pretend to be perfect, easy to obtain and simple,

    I feel desired among everyone, even those who deny me,

    I touch the hearts of everyone, creating stepping stones in there lives,

    I worry that I’m losing value in modern society,

    I cry when people use me to betray another,

    I am tender and affectionate.

       

    I understand everyone who understands me,

    I say the perfect words without speaking,

    I dream about making everyone happy someday…

    I try to be simple,

    I hope I can stand up to my expectations,

    I am tender and affectionate,

    I am love.

If You Could Cook...

If you could cook any meal for your family,what would you cook?Describe the meal and tell how you would make it.

I would make a super complicated french entree for my family.It would be interesting ,since we only eat American/Belizean food mostly.I want to follow in my mother's footsteps when it comes to cooking.I'm really interested in culinary arts and foreign food.I love a challenge and I feel I could learn alot by stepping out of the box . I know my family would enjoy it.I made this fench toast thing(Eggs in a Basket) last time and everyone loved it.I would feel so cool :)

This Journal is..

Well, this journal entry is more about nothing.I've been thinking about society today.Morals and manners are fading away.Everything is crazy now.I remember being in the second grade with my little "boyfriend",drinking caprisuns in the sand box,not caring about anything(he bought the caprisuns lol).What happened?Its like chivalry is basically dead.Sex & money are the only important things to most men and drama keeps women from getting bored. Everyone freestyles,pop pills,sell drugs,and take pictures with one leg up or their fist up,showing off a ring or something.Don't get me started on Forever 21. Lol I don't even shop there anymore.And If I see one more person with the same shirt I bought from there,I'm gonna shave my head bald.Like Amber Rose bald.But that's the style too,I guess.Well,the bald thing is cool,I just don't have the head for it and it looks like your scalp would get cold.But yeah,its like the trend now is to be random and unique,but we're all following the same "unique" which just makes us all the same.Weaves=Smh. Natural beauty is the sexiest thing a woman can have(no homo).India Arie made that one song about it.Yeah weaves are cute but how does it really help anything?It probably damages your hair,thus making you dependent on it when its not needed.And who doesn't have one now -_-. We're all better off without all this stuff masking who we are.Besides,no falls in love with you because of hair or nails.Love is much more deeper.That's lust or something else that can easily be mistaken for love.Okay I'm done...lol I'm sleepy.Oh,and I don't want to offend anyone or anything.Just my opinion.

The First Thing I Want in the Morning..

When I first wake in the morning ,I want pancakes and bacon or a call/text from my boyfriend. I love Bacon soo much, It would just make my day start off perfectly,especially If my mom makes it.I appreciate affection.It makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside.So a call or text would put a koolaid smile on my face. In my opinion, Its the thought that counts.I like knowing someone was thinking about me when they woke up.That's so romantic :)!Cliche,I know.

In This Dream I Was....

Okay,well one time I went to sleep on a full stomach.I had a super juicy pastrami,large fries,and a large drink;I was good to go.On the way home, I fell asleep in the car.I dreamed I was stranded (I dont even know where) by myself.It was getting dark so I was trying to find a cool place to stay for the night.I ran to this outdoor mall thing & met up with some students on a fieldtrip so I wouldnt be alone.I tried getting directions but no one would respond to me.Finally,I found somewhere to post up for a few minutes until I calmed down.I went in my backpack and pulled out the remainder of my pastrami sandwich.I woke up after that lol It freaked me out.

Imagine you had...

Imagine you had a hundred dollars,but you couldn't keep it.You had to give it away to a person or charity.Who would you give it to?What would you want them to do with it?

Well,if I had a hundred dollars to give away I would most likely donate it to a random family in need.I wouldn't go through any programs or anything.I'd rather see the family in action at a store or something.If not that,i would give it to a little kid who doesn't have enough money for toys or something .Just to let them know anything is possible.No,I'd give it to a young man with traditional manners,doing something nice for some one elderly.Helping them cross a street or something.

Describe a time..

Describe one time when you were brave.

Well, one night me and my friend,nameless,went to this new spot down in Marina(I mentioned it in my first blog).We had this long mission to Club Narain.We caught the bus there,got off at the wrong stop,and ended up walking around a creek down by Playa Del Rey in a weird neighborhood.I was a little more sober than my friend so I had to lead the way,of course.I got a little help,but eventually we got back on track&arrived at the club around,12ish.I was so excited to be there,I wasnt exactly paying attention to my friend ,who was totally hammered by this time.I didnt notice until she nearly pulled her whole shirt off trying to get money out of her bra to pay for her admission into the club.We get in the club,say our hellos and dance to maybe two songs when she stops me saying she feels sick.Long story short she vomits,of course but theres a twist. I carried my friend out to our car,making sure I left the door open so she could finish puking.My mother calls me on my cell phone.Turns out nameless's phone called my mom on accident(thank to a htc touch phone)&she heard everything that happened.I just gave up at that point.I got home& told my mom everything& didnt cry lol.I had alot of courage that night...not sure why.

Do You Remember?

Do you remember the warm summer breeze,
Sun kissed skin , Ray Bans ,and the never-ending series of palm,
Santa Monica Pier and 3rd Street poppin off,
Girls with Gucci even though most were knock-offs,
Hollywood Sign and phoney celeb maps at the Kodak,
Teasing the guys who still wore white-T's and throwbacks.


Walking down Venice Beach,getting chased by bums,
Buying nasty pizza"Just cause I wanted someee",
Spending money on shrimp tacos @The Bridge,
Knowing I have leftover pasta in the fridge,
Carelessly Flexin in Club Narain down in Marina Del Rey,
Feelin super sick cause I tried a "4 loko" that day,
Maturing and learning what matters most,
Finally starting scholarships cause due dates are close.


Staying in,Studying and blogging prompts,
Wondering why I ever wanted to grow up and why did the fun have to stop,
Checking out colleges all day,feeling like my brain is mush,
Stomping on the rag after taking it off the bush,
It's a metaphor,you start learing those more as you get old,
I'm gonna miss the beaches of Cali or so I'm told,
Out of state without my mom,college bound,bills and filing taxes,
My childhood is ending and all I can do is watch as it passes.